I HAVE KNOWN

i have known what it is wrong

i have known what he thinks

i have known how i am being hurt

i have known why he changes

i have known everything that is so hurtful

And i have known why WE cant be like we were..

but, Allah is always by my side when those things hurt, and those people go..

Allah is everything for me! Allah is the only who's deserved to be loved and adored.

I knooooow!!

Goodbye my past!

if you want me to change myself and show who i am actually, okaay, I WILL.

i forget the date

Assalamualaikum Wr. Wb.

Hello!

I am gonna write about this whole day...

many things that I did today,

The 1st is.....

I have my own blog!!!

I will start to write everything on it... everything that i have in my life..

The 2nd is....

I have finished reading a novel "So Complicated".. yeah that is the name of the novel! huaah actually I can know easily what the ending would be.. and the story isn't too good I think.. but it is very very real in our lives, yeah.. it is about falling in love with your own best friend (i have been in this condition for many times hehehe. ) yeah, you are about becoming so confused when you have to choose between Friendship and Love. Those two are strongly bonded by feelings. And the most complicated is about maintaining your friendship when you realize that your feeling turns into romantic feeling. Of course, we don't wanna lose our best friends, but we can't also lose this romantic feeling.

The 3rd is....

I have studied Biology,

Well, tomorrow I am gonna have a Biology test. It is about Mollusca, I have been reading this so far, and hope tomorrow I can do the test well, Ammiin.

Hmm.. for you who sent me messages or called my handphone, sorry i couldnt reply nor answer. My handphone isn't working since it fell down when I was in LIA Pengadegan -attending AFS selection test-

byeeeeeeeee,

Muthi

Wassalamulaikum Wr. Wb.

anything

Assalamualaikum Wr. Wb.

Hello!

I am gonna write something about one of my best close friends..

She is... Asri Oktavioni Indraswari or Noni

yeaaaah I am happy to know that she's decided to wear a veil regularly...

I always support you to wear a veil Non! since it made you look prettier and more mature!

I am proud that Syarif and I have successfully convinced Noni to wear a veil!!! for Fadhel and Hanif: dont tease Noni yoo!

Keep in Allah way yaa Non! Never lose the AIM!

hmm then, AFS selection test (may 10th, 2009) in LIA Pengadegan

I had done the test, it was exhausting but FUN! yeaah, Noni, Fadhel, Hanif and I made so many jokes then we laughed at one another.. yeeah, I really really like and miss of being with them, it seemed that I would like to spend my whole life with them. I hope we can always be best friends, no matter what.. Ammin!

I really wanna write something about SP.. there are so many things I wanna write about it.. but confused how to start..

For sherry: I love you and I will always be there for you! I know the condition that you face is hard.. but I know that you are tough, so I am sure that you CAN!

Byeeeeeeee,

Muthi,

Wassalamualaikum Wr. Wb.

asking advice and sharing with DH

Assalamualaikum Wr. Wb.

Hello!
I have been messed up for days, it may be because I just didnt understand why many people can change themselves in a very short and fast way.
And...
there's someone in my life who changes his attitude to me,
so, I decided to tell this problem with someone, and she is... "DH" since I knew that she's mature enough (in love).. hehehe

Here it is:

Today

8:18am DH

mau liat doong

hehehe

kereeeennnn

8:18amMuthi

udaah

tapi baru 1

8:18am DH

parah bgt ni

8:18amMuthi

maluu

8:18amDH

malesnya bgt huhuhu

gapapaaa

liat liat liaaatt

hohoho

8:18amMuthi

eh link ya blog aku!

8:19am DH

caranya gmane?

wkwk

katrok dah

8:21amMuthi

laah kirain aku kamu ngerti

8:21am DH

hehehe

aku coba2 dlu yaw

8:22amMuthi

okaaay

8:26amMuthi

udh liat kamu?

diapain ya biar bagus?

8:27am DH

di tambahin postinganny

hehehe

8:27amMuthi

iya nh

apa yaaa

eeh

tau ga

kaka aku ngefans bgt sama kamu

masa liat foto kamu histeris gt

8:29am DH

kakak kamu cwe apa cwo?

hhe

8:29amMuthi

cewe

kakakku yang cowo udah nikah cmn 1

hahaha

8:30am DH

dah kuliah?

8:30amMuthi

katanya kamu baby face (hoeeegh)

udh kerja

8:30am DH

hauhaha

hoooo

asik deh :">

8:31amMuthi

jiaaah

narsis

hahaha

eeh

masa aku ilpeel sm *piip*

8:32amDH

hoho

apaa?

knapee?

8:32amMuthi

gara2 dia jaahaat

8:33amDH

mang dia ngapain dirimu?

ckckck

8:33amMuthi

iyaa

sedih nyaaa

8:34am DH

ceritaaaa

8:34amMuthi

iyaa

he keeps distance from me

he said that he didnt wanna hurt me

but, in fact, keeping distance means hurting

he makes me different from others

i dont know why

i have tried to be like i was

but he changed himself

then he blames me by saying that i changed myself

aah ngsln

zzz

8:37amDH

hoooo

jawabnya bahasa lokal aj ye :p

mungkin dia ga mau hubungan kalian terlalu jauh dlu skrg

tkt nantinya bakal ada pengharapan dsb

8:38amMuthi

hah? bahasa lokal?

8:38am DH

indo indo

:p

8:38amMuthi

ooh okeee

naah itu diaa

8:39am DH

jdi dri pada dah terlanur dalem prasaannya

*terlanjut

*terlanjur

pdhl sama2 tau klo untuk skrg sama2 ga bisa ngapa2in

jdi mending dijaga dlu

maybe

hehe

8:39amMuthi

gitu ya?

mksd aku juga gt

8:39am DH

yop

8:40amMuthi

aku gaamau pacaran

jdnya ya udah biasa aja

tapi dianya ga biasa

8:40am DH

ga semua org bisa gampang nahan prasaannya sendiri

mungkin dia jg gtu

karna dia "ga ckp kuat" makanya dia jdi keliatan beda

coba ngertiin aja

8:41amMuthi

tapi..

8:41am DH

butuh waktu mungkin

8:41amMuthi

aku gamau perasaan yg ada ini ngeganggu hubungan yg udh aku punya sm dia

yaa i mean jd temen aja jg gpp

8:41am DH

iya

aku ngerti

8:42amMuthi

tapi knp dia ga biasa yaa?

8:42am DH

ya itu, dia butuh waktu

8:42amMuthi

dia malah bilang aku yg berubah blablabla

8:42am DH

gini

8:42amMuthi

pdhl aku biasa aja

8:42am DH

setauku ya

aku pernah bbrp kli denger crita kyak gini

8:43amMuthi

trus2?

8:43am DH

ternyata si cowok itu jdi keliatan "ga biasa" karna ga mudah buat dia nahan prasaannya sendiri

jdi keliatannya aneh

kita jdi ga ngerti deh, bingung

coba omongin baek2 aja

trus sabar

ttp coba bersikap biasa aja sm dia, kayak sm temen2 yg lain

bth wkt dikit aja mungkin

dah pernah ngomong sm dia?

8:45amMuthi

belom ..

waktu itu prnah tapi itu jg chatting

bsknya lg pas ketemu dia udh beda lg

8:46am DH

ngomong apa aja"?

kamu ada ym ga?

8:47amMuthi

adaa

muthi_saturday@yahoo

kalo mau buat postingan br gmn?

8:48amDH

new entri

8:49amMuthi

eeeh curhatan aku sm kamu aku posting yaa

boleeh gaa?

8:49amDH

okee

;)

8:49amMuthi

okeee

8:49amDH

nama di samarkan ya

8:49amMuthi

eeh new entrinya itu ada di mana?

okeeee

8:49amDH

inisial2 aja biar keren

hauahah

8:50amMuthi

DF gitu?

8:50amDH

di pojok kanan atas

*dah kyak pks :p

8:50amMuthi

udaah

haha iyaa

nomor 8

8:50amDH

apaan tuu?

8:50amMuthi

inisial kamu apa?

DH aja?

8:51amDH

boleh2

:D

8:51amMuthi

oke sip

8:51amDH

dh yg keren

okaaaaaaaay, after telling her, i felt rather relieved, she gave me some good advices. Thaankyouuu my sister (ngaku2)! hehehe

p.s : if you have problems, just share with her! she's so generous! hehehe

The 1st

Assalamualaikum Wr. Wb.

Finally, i am happy to have this blog !!!
I will share everything that I have in this life by blogging.
If there's no one reads this, it's okay. At least, I can write everything that's on my mind.
I wanna have a blog because I am inspired by my friends' blog ( such as: dyza's, sherry's, fadhel's, ratih's, nanet's, and many more) and there are some people who suggest me to have a blog..
okaaay, so... here it is!!!


Byeeee,
Muthi,

Wassalamualikum Wr.Wb